A lady called Vicky came to see me for healing. She just couldn’t seem to get anything in her life to work. She described her life as a series of disasters and despite the fact that she was well educated and had had a number of good jobs. She’d been married, divorced, her teenagers were a bit out of control, and she just didn’t know what to do or where to turn.
A few minutes into the healing I could perceive an image of a television set inside her self-esteem centre at the Solar Plexus and I thought that’s a bit odd. ‘Why would I be seeing a television set.’
I said, ‘I’m seeing a television set in your solar plexus, does it mean anything to you?’ And she said. ‘No.’ I said, ‘Do you watch much TV?’ She said, ‘No.’
The healing went on, we did a bit of this and a bit of that. Then she burst into tears. I said, ‘What’s happening?’ And she said, ‘I’ve remembered the significance of the television set. When I was a child my parents, who were alcoholics, would often leave me in front of the TV and go down to the pub. Then I’d fall asleep in front of the TV and sometimes even wake up there the next morning. It was really my babysitter. It was like my parent and I often wondered why my real parents didn’t want to spend time with me. The television was what got me through that part of my childhood.’
We went through a forgiveness exercise with her parents who clearly weren’t the greatest parents, but people do their best and sometimes their best is not very good.
She forgave her parents and then all this energy of self-doubt, self-loathing and not valuing herself came gushing out of her solar plexus.
She came to see me sometime later and told me that everything had changed with this very deep healing that had taken place. She said she’d been feeling far more confident and that things just seemed to be flowing for her in a way that they’d never flowed in her whole life.
This fundamental shift took place when she was able to release a whole lot of pent up feelings of unworthiness that in her conscious mind she didn’t even know were there.
If things aren’t flowing for you it might be worth taking a look at your Solar Plexus.